I don’t want to hear your voice
It echoes softly in my mind
I’m afraid to hear your voice
Because it haunts me throughout time

I don’t want to know the truth
It tells the secrets that I hide
I can’t bear to know the truth
So please don’t look me in the eye

I don’t want to see the pain
So many people die alone
I despise to see the pain
For it reminds me of my home

I don’t want to feel this joy
It tries to brighten up my day
I just cannot feel this joy
I know that it will go away

I don’t want to taste your hate
Cause it’s so strong and so alive
I’m alone inside your hate
It’s so consistent  in my life

I don’t want to touch your fear
It always shrinks away from me
I think I have to touch your fear
Because that’s all you’ll ever see